I told myself that life is so wonderful.

Not…

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I got remarkably high scores in my first quizzes. (Chem : 21/20, Fil 17+__ / 20+ ___). We had a math sw and a CLE seatwork.

For some apparent reason, three of our teachers weren’t there for the classes today. Uhm… I just noticed. I pointed it out… So kill me.

Club time. Wow. Club time. Impeccably interesting.

Dismissal — can someone please just put a bullet through my head already?

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 Seriously. I’m going to stag (i wish it’ll change. gosh). I even feel like not going. I mean its just another dance and time to socialize… goodness, as if people don’t already have too much to think of.

Im completely and utterly hopeless. I’m dying and i dont even want to know about it.

I’m so down right now. I’m browsing clothes for a potential prom disaster.

.:.

1)

It was like… August or September. I asked at least ten people if they were real friends.

All of them had a recurring “yes” for a reply, and assured me that they’d be there, no matter whenever, whatever and whoever comes into the picture.

Of those people. I’ve had the greatest disappointments this year.

It’s just so sad, to ask for something that should be given unconditionally and voluntarily.

These people know who they are.

I was disappointed… sorry for being dramatic, but everytime someone does something to me of that magnitude… I just keep on thinking that other people might do it to me too. If you treat me like garbage, like a left-over piece of meat… then why not them?

I wasn’y angry. For the grief and disgust that I must’ve caused you, I apologize.

A New Year. A Fresh Start. — This isn’t just for me, mates.

Live Like You Mean It, Be True Friends and Don’t Fake It. I’ll always be here, even if you guys won’t

2)

The Great Pretenders

People who caused people so kind of pain, and then goes on with their lives as thought nothing happens… seeks refuge in them if something happens, and then still continue on as if nothign happened.

You know what. Please stop.

I used to think that it’s all my fault.

For not being good enough. For not being just enough to suit who you are and who the people around you are.

I think, this year. I’m past that now.

I’ll leave you behind. I’m keeping from growing because I always think of these people.

They don’t value me enough as to apologize to me if they’d done something wrong… but they just have to repeat what they did to me.

You still matter to me, whoever you people are. But what doesn’t matter is what you do. I’m sick and tired. All this energy I spent trying to make you realize… is just… wasted.

[Live on. Don't Change. Then Die Immediately]

3)

The Second Options

I’m not a second option.

It’s either you choose me the first time, or to never at all.

I might sound all proud, but nobody really wants to be the “fallback”

We want to be liked for who we are, not just because people are forced to like us, for their sake.

One word for you people… “USERS” (this actually brings us to…)

4)

…USER-FRIENDLY

I resent what you make of me, but i still don’t blame you.

After all, that’s the purpose of friends, isn’t it? Use them, in hopes that someday, they’ll be of some use to you.

Get a move on mate; You’re going to lose this battle.

5)

 Dictators

Love is one thing. Authority is another.

Just don’t act accding to what the person you love or what the person you work for thinks of me.

You are a human being, and the least you could do is to weigh things first with yourself. It’s not that they think me as a piece of crap, that you have to think that same thing of me.

You have you’re own outlook. You have you’re own life.

Don’t let them dictate what you think.

You’ll lose yourself.

When you lose yourself… Then I can’t trust you anymore that you’ll be there for me… to trust me.

Loser. Sociopath. You bloody git.

AND… (extra)

Myself.

I don’t know why, but I’m acting all too much of everything.

I’ll change. I should. I will.

The Top 10(or more) Friends I Care the MOST About

1) Norence Aaron P. Tan — even though you’re there, you’re the only one i’m ever going to confess my whole self to. Nobody else will ever get to know me and to USE me as much as you. For you, I am eternally greatful.

2) Danielle Magpantay & Ava Pacleb — when Norence left, you guys were the ones who listened to me. All those moments i spent with you guys… you listening to my unending emotional ranting… Just… I’m really really grateful for that.

3) Benjamin Marinas — trust me when I say this. I’ve been sometimes a git to you… and I apologize for that… but you’re part of the very few guys in class,.. who really speak their mind… and has their own conviction. You have everythign to be proud for. Don’t think of what they’re saying behind your back… or the disappointments they bring you. Just this :: People are only worth it if they fall in sympathy for you. If they simply don’t care… then you might as well drop them. (blunt. tactless, i know. But its the truth)

4) Eduardo Gaspar — it’s nice to have gotten to know you more this year. Great guy. Speaks his mind… blunt, honest, and always surprisingly tactful with words. You don’t let your emotions get a hold of what is expected of you. ONly one thing… please be more of an optimist.

5) Giselle Jose — i’ve been a real pain and a disappointment. But trust me. You’re the only one who made me change things about me that I didnt even bother to think of before. You’re a great person. You should know that. [AIDS -- i wish this was back], [ET,QT,RT -- i still wish that we could do these things ESPECIALLY R.T.]

6) Amanda Palileo — You. I can’t even describe in my big arsenal of words how much i’m grateful for you. You’ve been there… all the time… but I wasn’t just maybe listening. I promise to do better.

 7) Janine Noblezada, Shairra Bello, Racela Abundo, Bea Ragasa (the Malditas) — I love you guys so much. to nine, shai and ras. That conversation we had in Serendra saved my periodical exams. (really… I was so depressed that I really didn’t have any intention of even reviewing). Bea Ragasa. Thanks a lot… for Props… for everything. You’ve been great… <3 You four!

Noel Hingco, Stephan Domingo, Ed Concepcion, Francis Dimagiba, Joshua Magsombol, Karl  Gaverza, Sanjeev Gangwani, Miguel Perez, Joshua Lim — listening ears. Advice-givers. Palm-reader. You guys are the best.

9) The Amazing Jorja Pajares, Jodi Llanto, Bernadette Santua, Celina Hermogenes — <3 HE groupmates. hahaha. You are the most impressive, most best group I’ve ever had.

10) Andrea Alonzo, Andrea Altarejos, Kaecy Dandan — thanks. I appreciate the laughs. All the laughs. All the thoughts. All the chats. I am grateful.

 Top 30 Songs

1) The Great Escape — Boys Like Girls 

2) Heels on Head — Boys Like Girls

3) Bubbly — Colbie Calliat

4) HeroHeroine — Boys Like Girls

5) On Top of the World — Boys Like Girls

6) Before Its Too Late — The Goo Goo Dolls

7) Your Guardian Angel — Red Jumpsuit Appratus

Misery Business — Paramore

9) How Far We’ve Come — Matchbox Twenty

10) I’m Like a Lawyer With the Way… (Me+You) — Fall Out Boy

11) Comatose — Skillet (props to Dani M.)

12) Delilah — Plain White Ts

13) The Take Over, the Break’s Over — Fall Out Boy

14) Thnks fr th Mmrs — Fall Out Boy

15) How to Save a Life — The Fray

16) Over My Head — The Fray

17) This is My Now — Jordin Sparks

18) Clothes Off — Gym Class Heroes

19) Tattoo — Jordin Sparks

20) When I’m Gone — Simple Plan

Top 5 Soundtrack Musical Scores

1) The Devil Wears Prada Suite (The Devil Wears Prada) – Theodore Shapiro

2) Attack on Dollet (Final Fantasy VIII) — Nobuo Uematsu

3) Sayuri’s Theme (Memoirs of a Geisha) — John Williams

4) Gladiator Theme (Gladiator) — ?

5) Lord Of the Rings Themes (Lord of the Rings Trilogy) — ?

Top 5 Single Male Artists

1) Josh Groban

2) John Meyer

3) John Legend

4) Enrique Iglesias

5) Andrea Bocelli

1) Can’t someone just hit my body to express their anger at me… and don’t go all silent and launch a silent propaganda against me? HELLO? what the hell? People like that are either confused, cowards, complete idiots, or completely mental. People getting mad at me for an apparent reason that tose people don’t even approach me for? DAMN.

2) I’m not superman. So keep the messed-up things away from me. I’M NOT INVULNERABLE… you don’t even have the right to be angry with me. HELLO. If you’ve got something AGAINST me… then #$%^ TALK TO ME ABOUT IT — DAMN.

3) I TRY TO PLEASE EVERYBODY. I can’t just PLEASE EVERYONE. It’s not like im a 7-11 shop… ready to SERVE YOU TO YOUR EXPECTATIONS EVERY SINGLE TIME YOU WANT ME TO — DAMN

4) LET ME REMIND YOU. I’m HUMAN. I HAVE FEELINGS. I HAVE A MIND. Now don’t go fucking emotional at me thinking that the WHOLE DAMN WORLD REVOLVES AROUND YOU!

5) STOP BEING FUCKING EGOCENTRIC — it’s cute at times… but this time… COMPLETELY ANNOYING.

6) DRAMA QUEEN — good for movies — but I SWEAR i’d KILL if NOT FATALLY INJURE a completely DEVOTED DRAMA QUEEN in reality. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

7) PRIMA DONNA — good for theater — they only exist in theater. SO UNLESS YOUR AN ACTRESS IN SOME BROADWAY SHOW… then STOP acting like one. It’s a turn-off, completely annoying, and sickening.

8.) I’d TURN YOU BACK into your past self if i could. I LIKED YOU THE WAY YOU WERE BEFORE.

9) BITCHES are FEMALE DOGS… NOT FEMALE HUMANS. So don’t act like one.

10) I HATE PLASTIC — not only do they pollute the environment, but they can CORRUPT minds. Come on… if you hate me… show that you hate me… Don’t be nice thinking that you’ll someday have some use for me. HELL NO.

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“Corrupted minds don’t mean a corrupted soul.” I believe you can change… so please do before I kill you…

Isn’t it too much to ask for when I ask for people around me not to be to prejudgmental, too self-conscious, too self-righteous, too self-possessive… and all that crappy “too + (insert @#$! adjective here)?

I’m so pissed today… CAN’T I LIVE MY LIFE in PEACE for the FIRST TIME IN 5 WEEKS? I mean… COME ON! What the hell? From one mess to another… and this time… it was my doing and I didn’t even know that everything’s my fault again… DO I HAVE THE INHERENT ABILITY of FUCKING EVERYTHING UP EVERYTIME AND I DON’T EVEN KNOW ABOUT IT? COME ON. Fuck it out. Damn life. Damn this. Damn people. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

[Emotional overload]

IN OTHER NEWS:

1) Prima Donna clashes with Boy wonder. Mr. Incredible gets implicated. Prima Donna accuses Mr. Incredible of messing up with her date with Boy wonder. — Mr. Incredible is disallowed from contacting Boy wonder for any more missions. Prima Donna rallies support of public. Mr. Incredible didn’t know of his mistake until Boy Wonder managed to send a note to him. AS of NOW, Prima Donna is asking for a temporary restraining order for Boy Wonder to be not approached by Mr. Incredible for a redius of 10 meters. — Mr. Incredible is reportedly avoiding the public. Prima Donna and Boy Wonder are living their lives in separate ways… for now.

2) Athena finally allied herself with Mars after a grueling fight — the gods rejoiced as she announced this decision. Mars, reportedly, had been avoiding the limelight – we still don’t know how he’s reacting to this sudden change, but he’s been avoiding Athena more than before.

3) Moulin Rouge, Les Miserables and Grease are scheduled to play within the week. Cast members practice tirelessly. No one knows if the shows will be a success or not. These will be played in the New York Theater Festival. These plays beat out 7 other more  contenders for the said occasion. A contest will be held between New York and New Jersey, rivals in the said industry. The winning theatrical production will have the opportunity to go on a world tour.

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“Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes…”

I hope you know that.

<3

I don’t know… A lot of things have happened since then… And now im just a bit confused… There are some things that I would like to express, but I know that keeping them to myself would be better for everyone else…

 Silence makes you reflect a lot… about yourself… about others… about truths that you realize that that’s just there… You start to question things that you’ve left unchecked for the longest time… you uncover regrets… ideas… concepts… that you’ve left behind…

I’m losing the very things I’ve come to love… and getting them back is either impossible or nearly takes all the effort and time…

I’m getting separated from my best friend; people are starting to create their walls… not to keep me out… but to keep themselves in…

Everyone’s too caught up with TRYING TO BE MATURE that they’re OVERLOOKING THEIR OWN IMMATURITIES.

A lot of people try to be someone not for who they are… but for how they want themselves to be…

>> I had a conversation with some friends yesterday… and things that I thought wer clearing up… just made me more dubious… I was made aware that people who are the most ambitious are:

1) HYPOCRITES.

2) CANNOT ACCEPT LOSSES.

3) SORE LOSERS.

4) HIGH PRIDE.

5)HIDE BEHIND FRIENDS.

6) REFUSE TO TALK ABOUT THEIR FLAWS.

7) FAIL TO RECOGNISE THEIR FLAWS.

ALWAYS SEEM NOTICE THE FLAWS OF OTHERS.

9) TOO OVERBEARING.

10) TOO OVER-REACTING

11) TOO POSSESSIVE

12) TOO DRAMATIC

13) DOES NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT PROBLEMS

14) “NAGTATANIM NG GALIT.”

15) INCAPABLE of UPHOLDING THEIR WORD

The list goes on and on… but I’ll stop there. These are the TOP 15 most ANGERING characteristics of the ambitious. We’re all guilty of this… but what determines us is what we do to try and prevent ourselves from BEING THESE PEOPLE.

 >> IF I COULD KILL IN LAW… 5 people would’ve been dead by now

I’m just so stressed. I’d post again later.

FUCK it. DAMN this LIFE.

1) God. I need to study this sem-break.

         I finally find the time to advance read my lessons. Noli me Tangere being at the very top, followed by Geom. then my English book.

2) I need to get out more.

         Seriously. I’m bored outta my shell. I spend idle time doing impeccable stuff.  All this time at home makes me want to eat more (which brings us to:)

3) I need to re-start my anorexia/dieting.

         I gained 10 pounds over the month of OCTOBER. I hate OCTOBER now. I’m now an aspiring vegetarian.

4) I need to go to the gym.

         I need to hype up myself. Goodness. I want to feel that unbearable pain in my abdomen, triceps, biceps, deltoids, shoulders… every single part of my body that hurt during the time i DID go to gym. (which was like… 1 month ago.)

5) I need to save up some money.

         Roughly 3 months to save up for our prom hotel rooms and after-party stuff. I’m SO thankful that CHRISTMAS is a time for GIVING (cough*money*cough).

6) I need to refurbish my iTunes.

          My last computer had 3000 songs in it. This one’s only got… like 600… and that’s literally pushing it.

7) I need a new wardrobe.

          I mean, come ON! My old clothes look like walk–mall–get-out–work-out–do-stuff–in pyjamas! It’s driving my head through the roof. My dad’s literally hiding his clothes, coz’ i keep *borrowing* them out of his closet. haha. The wonders of losing weight.

I gotta find my hairstyle.

          I am SO damn tired of TRYING to look in the mirror every day and getting to use 1 GALLON (exaggerating) of gunk just to get my hair the way i want it too (which, isn’t at all that much good either). I need to DO THIS.

9) I gotta start really putting effort into writing my manuscript.

          I don’t know really. I’ve worked on 10 manuscripts, and 5 of them didn’t go past chapter 1 (with prologue), 3 didn’t go past chapter 5, and the other two didn’t get past 10. I really NEED to do this, if I plan to try and get rich-ER by the time i’m eighteen. (plus, that palanca award i’m raring to get. or the pulitzer… whichever comes my way… hahahaha. WAY WAY dreamer)

10) I need to START and get STICKERS for my STARBUCKS DIARY.

        Ever since SB’s became my everyday elixir of life, (ever since 3rd year.) I’ve been itching to finally get some of thos small card thinggys with those matching christmas stickers.

11) CHRISTMAS SHOPPING

        I need to shop for all those gifts and all. Just… I REALLY NEED TO DO THIS.

12) Bonifacio HIGH STREET

        I really need to go here with some friends. I can’t spend the entire break without setting foot here ONCE. I’ll kill myself if i don’t. I wanna peruse the inventory of FULLY BOOKED so much.

13) I need to give my parents more credit than I’m giving them now.

        Ever since that incident… and ever since yesterday… I’ve been thinking a lot about how I’m such an ass about ALWAYS caring for WHAT I NEED, WANT and FEEL… that I sometimes forget about my parents. I gotta show them I love them MORE now that I’ve finally (hopefully) realized how much we hang on to life by a thread.

14) I seriously need to re-think my preferences-slash-priorities

        Sometimes, i really need to give myself a REALITY check. Come on.

15) I need to SELL my old phone.

        I need the greens, instead of a spare phone looking at me everyday.

16) Appreciate more what my friends are doing for me…

        To those people who were in the wake last friday… those who stayed up until night. For those who listened to my “life story”? hahah. Thanks very much.

17) Appreciate more what my REAL friends are doing/have done for me…

        I said to myself that I wouldn’t post anything related to that issue… but sure, one last thing about that before I officially start my sem-break.

        I just realized really, how much I’ve done. How wrong I was. AND how unappreciative I was for her… I remembered the times when she’d listen to me about my problematic rantings… all those things about wanting to look better and feel better… that AIDS thing… That hope and strength she’d given me to be more secure and certain about myself. I can’t believe how stupid I am for not even thanking her for that… and I even had the nerve of offending her so much.

        So, if you know who you are, and you know that you’re the one I’m talking about. I’ve just got one last thing to say.

                                 I’m Sorry.

        No more flowering words. No more uncalled for elegant and pompous use of words.

                                I’m sincere.

I guess I’ll stop here.

I gotta go rest…

Still a big day tomorrow.

Happy break to all

Stay happy. Be happy.

P.S.

1) For Norence — you should take care of yourself. Try to not remember, but also try not to forget. Some wounds are too deep sometimes to be healed fast… but the only thing you have to remember is that IT WILL.

2) For Janine — nangangati ka nanaman. Come on! Kaya mo yan!

3) For Kaecy — PANALO KA NA! Lagay ko ah! —- Shet. Este… — Good luck tom.

4) For Shairra — SAGUTIN MO NA SIYA!

5) For Amanda — thanks for everything. I really appreciate it. <3 you!

6) For Francis — thanks for buying us that new car. Para lang pala nung sat. un eh

7) For Raplh C. — thanks for talking to me last Sat. you might not have noticed but you helped me a lot.

THEA — no words… could ever say how much I’m thankful for how you’ve treated and talked to me.

9) BEA — thanks for being so brutally frank and honest with your feelings… ESPECIALLY about what you think of my problems.

10) AVA — thanks for pointing that out. I’ll get botox soon. And yea… haha. STAY happy, don’t let him feel bad all over again.

11) Hannah — thanks for last friday. REALLY REALLY appreciate it.

12) Andrea Alonzo — thanks for the kakulitan and the pagpapatawa. It really helped.

13) Jorja — Thanks for being there. To listen, and to comment. It helps. A LOT.

14) Ranelle — no one could’ve asked for a better cousin at school. Thanks for your flowing advice and for listening to me. Hope you’ll always stay the same!

15) Cyrus — thanks for the advice and for listening… kahit na napasama lang ako sa advice mo. (hello. Ikaw ung huli na nag-suggest nun no! Wag mong ituro sa ibang apat na nag-suggest rin nun)   [don't make my IQ drop 10 points everytime I talk you. Okay?]

16) Era Soriano — Even though i know you hate me. I love my seatmate. Thanks for putting up with me, and trying to make me smile. No school day is complete without me seeing your hug the darkness. thanks.

17) Gaon — i forgot what I’ll thank you for. I’ll just say it. THANK YOU.

18) Miguel — thanks a LOT for advices, for everything. I’ll never ever forget how stupid I am when I talk to you. Thanks for that!

19) Ria Panganiban — I couldn’t even find the words on how to thank you regarding how much you’ve helped and advised me over all of this. You know everything about it, and you are such a nice and caring person (even if I haven’t seen you in person). Sorry for what I did today… It’s just that my cousin was doing her *i have no idea what* on the computer. Sorry!

20) Tita Norly — I really appreciate everything you said last Friday night. It felt so good just to hear those things. Remember, you’re STRONG.

21) Angge — thanks for reading my poem and commenting on it, kahit na di ko nagawa un sa sayo. (you know why!)

22) Jouella — thanks for putting up with me… kahit sobra akong mang-asar. Just stay HOLY and stay a MAMA MARY!

23) Song-hee — Thanks a lot for always being there. Especially when it comes to (insert two names here). hahahaha. I’m really grateful that I came to know you this schoolyear.

24) My BELOVED HE GROUPMATES — I know sakit ako ng ulo esp. to Hannah! But, thanks for putting up with me the whole quarter… and even though we only got like 500 pesos… we still have something Thanks a lot

25) Benjamin Marinas — THANK you for spending those IDLE times with me. Thanks for always letting me hitch a ride with you, and spending time with me to kill my boredom (not that I resort to talking to you when i’m bored… Really no offense.)

I’m sorry… there’s a lot more… but I really have to stop here… I’m like writing a last farewell thing.

Wouldn’t want to make the wrong impression.

I love you guys!

Slow me down
Don’t let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I’m ready to fall
Slow me down
Don’t let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down

I’m listening again and again. I’ve nothing to do but to surf the net and write… stuff. I’m tired of studying. I kissed UP goodbye a little while back — I don’t care anymore.

Isn’t that what’s holding me back? Growing too damn obsessed over school, not learning to let go? Damn it. Why does everything have to be that complicated?

Anyway… today, I woke up in front of the laptop, sitting on my Herman Miller Aeron Chair… my back hurt a lot. The laptop was on, and was docked to the plug the whole night. The last thing i remember from the previous night was Ibarra pondering on his Dad. [Chapter 5 ~ whoa!]. Oh well…

I crammed my stuff into my bag then took a real quick bath. The clock was at 6:50 AM. After another attack of my high blood pressure (due to the inherent ability of my sister and parents to piss me off every morning), we were on the road by 7. It was raining… The sky was as gloomy as me.

I reached school in the nick of time. Haha… before I knew it, it was already time for the Geom. PT [summary :: spontaneous combustion ]… walked round the canteen during recess and ate some food… and I crammed a little of Filipino into my ill-ridden head. The Fil. PT was technically easy, but definitely had for me (since, well… hello? I only studied up till chapter [summary :: titanic three times over]. Anyway, we’ll fail in this together, right?

I got together with benj, karl, ava and miguel and went round school, eventually ending up eating in magallanes (japanese) and drinking some SBs.

Eventually, I ended up here, at home… wasting my time on countless rhymes and thoughts that I think will land me somewhere in AB Philo in college. Since I knew that reviewing for English is pointless… and Social’s kinda stuck to my head…

I feel badder today.

All’s really imcomprehensible.

Nothing’s new in my tragedy-tional life.

There’s just so many things that’s going through my head right now. I want to do EVERYTHING at the same exact moment. There’s so many things I want to do that I don’t even have the courage of doing…

 Did you ever feel like you’ve been waiting for the rest of your life just to get to that point wherein the perfect disaster you’ve always pictured never to happpen… just did.

I’m hell confused right now.

But one thing’s for sure. I’ll never let go.

To whoever’s reading this. I can only think of two possible reactions to this post — Apalled, because I’m being so melodramatic… or Relieved, that I finally get the picture of my life.

Amidst everything – Every single emo-drenched word I write in here… I’m still smiling. Smiling at the possible fact that I’ll finally be able to say what I truly feel.

~ to hope.

Here’s the summary::

[FACTS to SET STRAIGHT :: 1) The promise of the gods always HAS to  be fulfilled no matter how much they want to let go of it even if it's for the better. 2) The true form is a light so immense that it can instantly kill a mortal with it's magnificent brilliance]

Zeus had this blossoming relationship with a mortal woman, who was the fairest in all the land. Hera, Zeus’s legitimate wife, became jealous because she sensed that Zeus always spent so much time with the mortal woman. Zeus always took on a form of a human in the presence of the mortal woman.

One day, Hera transformed herself into a woman seer. She came to the dwelling of the mortal woman and asked her about how she (being the fairest in the land) had still not a companion in life. The mortal woman explained that she had a relationship with the almighty Zeus.

Hera, then said, “what proof of this have you got?” The only thing the mortal woman could do was to shake her head, since she didn’t have any proof. “Why don’t you ask him to show you his true form? That way, you’ll know if he’s for real or not.” With this, Hera went away, a formidable smile was on her face.

Some time later, Zeus went to see his mortal sweetheart, only to find her down and low. He asked her what the matter was, and she said that she didn’t believe if he was really THE REAL Zeus. To console her, Zeus gave a god’s promise that whatever she pleases will be granted. She told Zeus exactly what Hera told her.

Zeus frowned. He knew that she would perish if he did that, but he had no choice. He transformed into the brilliant light he truly is; this, sadly immediately sent his sweetheart to her untimely demise.

I don’t know. It’s something I really admire about satires — they’re timeless and comparable to every generation of humankind. I get the message of this story — I hope you did to. 

Anyway… haha, my day today ::

at 12 a.m. I was still cramming over my chem. make-up work. I reviewed like for an hour. Slept at 3a.m.

Woke up by 6:40, left home at around 7:05… got to school by 7:30.

Chem. periodical was so-so.

CLE periodical was bittersweet.

I ate. Reviewed a LOT of geom. stayed in school with nina until… 12:30 or so.

Went to SM — ate again. Went home.

Wrote this entry.

The End.