I’ve kept silent for more or less, about 35 days…
I don’t know… A lot of things have happened since then… And now im just a bit confused… There are some things that I would like to express, but I know that keeping them to myself would be better for everyone else…
Silence makes you reflect a lot… about yourself… about others… about truths that you realize that that’s just there… You start to question things that you’ve left unchecked for the longest time… you uncover regrets… ideas… concepts… that you’ve left behind…
I’m losing the very things I’ve come to love… and getting them back is either impossible or nearly takes all the effort and time…
I’m getting separated from my best friend; people are starting to create their walls… not to keep me out… but to keep themselves in…
Everyone’s too caught up with TRYING TO BE MATURE that they’re OVERLOOKING THEIR OWN IMMATURITIES.
A lot of people try to be someone not for who they are… but for how they want themselves to be…
>> I had a conversation with some friends yesterday… and things that I thought wer clearing up… just made me more dubious… I was made aware that people who are the most ambitious are:
1) HYPOCRITES.
2) CANNOT ACCEPT LOSSES.
3) SORE LOSERS.
4) HIGH PRIDE.
5)HIDE BEHIND FRIENDS.
6) REFUSE TO TALK ABOUT THEIR FLAWS.
7) FAIL TO RECOGNISE THEIR FLAWS.
ALWAYS SEEM NOTICE THE FLAWS OF OTHERS.
9) TOO OVERBEARING.
10) TOO OVER-REACTING
11) TOO POSSESSIVE
12) TOO DRAMATIC
13) DOES NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT PROBLEMS
14) “NAGTATANIM NG GALIT.”
15) INCAPABLE of UPHOLDING THEIR WORD
The list goes on and on… but I’ll stop there. These are the TOP 15 most ANGERING characteristics of the ambitious. We’re all guilty of this… but what determines us is what we do to try and prevent ourselves from BEING THESE PEOPLE.
>> IF I COULD KILL IN LAW… 5 people would’ve been dead by now
I’m just so stressed. I’d post again later.
FUCK it. DAMN this LIFE.
