An extremely turgid day. I’m currently listening to “Slow me Down”… GOD, I wish someone would please would. Here, I’ll excerpt:
Slow me down
Don’t let love pass me by
Just show me how
Cause I’m ready to fall
Slow me down
Don’t let me live a lie
Before my life flies by
I need you to slow me down
I’m listening again and again. I’ve nothing to do but to surf the net and write… stuff. I’m tired of studying. I kissed UP goodbye a little while back — I don’t care anymore.
Isn’t that what’s holding me back? Growing too damn obsessed over school, not learning to let go? Damn it. Why does everything have to be that complicated?
Anyway… today, I woke up in front of the laptop, sitting on my Herman Miller Aeron Chair… my back hurt a lot. The laptop was on, and was docked to the plug the whole night. The last thing i remember from the previous night was Ibarra pondering on his Dad. [Chapter 5 ~ whoa!]. Oh well…
I crammed my stuff into my bag then took a real quick bath. The clock was at 6:50 AM. After another attack of my high blood pressure (due to the inherent ability of my sister and parents to piss me off every morning), we were on the road by 7. It was raining… The sky was as gloomy as me.
I reached school in the nick of time. Haha… before I knew it, it was already time for the Geom. PT [summary :: spontaneous combustion ]… walked round the canteen during recess and ate some food… and I crammed a little of Filipino into my ill-ridden head. The Fil. PT was technically easy, but definitely had for me (since, well… hello? I only studied up till chapter
[summary :: titanic three times over]. Anyway, we’ll fail in this together, right?
I got together with benj, karl, ava and miguel and went round school, eventually ending up eating in magallanes (japanese) and drinking some SBs.
Eventually, I ended up here, at home… wasting my time on countless rhymes and thoughts that I think will land me somewhere in AB Philo in college. Since I knew that reviewing for English is pointless… and Social’s kinda stuck to my head…
I feel badder today.
All’s really imcomprehensible.
Nothing’s new in my tragedy-tional life.